Yes, you realized the affliction

of surging years

when I woke to find

I could not move but moved

to make children toast,

send them out the door

to other rooms in other buildings.

Yes, you could alleviate

the flashes when

I curled under my desk

and did not want to rise

ever again, except that ever

shoved, jabbed, needled. Sweating,

I rose from crumpled papers.

Flush, I turned to wash chicken.

Slice the breast into pieces.

Every day that day. Every

year until the fever of age

evaporated into missed. Yes,

small comfort was enough.