Kelli Russell Agodon
Accidental Devotion Where the Universe is On Your Side
Because there was fluttering when you expected
floodwater, a guardian angel with her hand on your hip
while you spun anxiety satellites in your mind until
the universe went full tilt, planets pinballing.
The secret is the world loves you—how you smile
at sticky children, hold the door open for people
you've never met. Some days it’s almost too easy to be
helpful, to make a million friends because
you don't spray pesticides across your lawn
—the grasshoppers and cocoons thank you. We're hanging
in there, knowing love is love is love and also temporary,
like us. And while you sometimes worry, wear highwater
jeans, you aim to unwind with hibiscus, hollyhocks,
anything to give you a little buzz. Remind how you adore
honeybees, alive and humming in sync with the cliffswallows
who returned with the pair of goldeneyes floating across
the lake—they're still together another year, seasonal
monogamy. Like all of us that summer when everything
fluttered. All those lifetimes, the monarchs landed
in your hair.
