Nur Turkmani

Foresight

For months we wake up beside

each other. Both of us a little sad

unable to name what it is we forget.

You chop the parsley slowly,

marinate the meat in seven spices.

I learn without watching. I know

your shoulders hurt, your wrists

and lower back, and I want to be

a better daughter, pound the garlic

and carry your plastic bags

but you forgive me even before

I need you to. At night

I take you to see a play.

We sit at the back, giggling

like girls ecstatic to be friends.

On the way home it is dark and damp,

the lump in my throat sudden like fever.

To be born is to part you,

for the first time.

How else to say?

Mama I want to hold you,

to be held by you—forever.