Rebecca Faulkner
Letters From Rome, 1978
I.
At Piazza Lovatelli I watch kids steal scorched
hubcaps, palms slick with molten Vespa chrome
as August meanders down the filthy Tiber. Impossible
to sleep since Marxists murdered Moro, his body folded
in the trunk of a beat-up Renault. I wear my Nikon
loaded like an AR-70, desires unclear beyond survival
hot water, 35mm film. Enclosed are Polaroids, back arched
my forehead cropped. I am a riot, an opera, a menace -
II.
Sandro says art that matters is armed and naked
on the streets. Give me a black glove, a white feather
from an angel’s wing. Stilettos of red-lipped women
live in the scaffold of my spine. Neighbors serenade us
with fragrant curses. I haven’t heard from you in weeks.
Forget about me and I’ll fly back to New York, rifle
through your garbage, make a scene in front of the super.
Tell Mama I found panna cotta, but it won’t keep -
III.
You are capable of loving and distorting love, kicking
away the chair beneath me. I threw my yellow sandal
from the window of Sandro’s moving car, curious if
he’d turn back or watch it cook on asphalt, sunny-side
up. I see you in alley shadows, smell your just-washed
hair in the looming pines. I lack courage but some days
it’s crawling all over me with bare feet and beautiful toes -
