Kelli Russell Agodon
Devotion Where All of This is Poetry
I dreaded that first Robin
. . .He hurts a little, though—
— Emily Dickinson
All of this sweetness we savor—a mouth opening
to another’s mouth—softly—lips queerly rejoicing
in lips. Not because poetry’s important but because
the robin you saved in a garden is. The garden
where you planted more milkweed to rescue
the monarchs. Because it’s all revolving—monarchs,
milkweed, robins—hold the door open for others
and call it a stanza, let the woman with
the screaming children in her cart go ahead
of you even if she has more toilet paper
than needed. Call it a line break.
Let it not be a metaphor to love
strangers and lost dogs. Your poem is messy
and raw with emotion because you live
a life you can’t sum up neatly.
Love odes are everywhere. Love
that walking into to a drugstore
is its own villanelle. Miracles exist
and so do toothpaste and text messages. Love
how the speaker talks to God, the Universe,
the dead, as sometimes you do. We’re queer
like that. Sympatico to deities, yet
afraid of turbulence. Poetry
writes itself, translates our ribcages
into forests of fireflies, deciphering our heartbeats
into flickering light. We want to flirt
with the extraordinary—to kaleidoscope a comet
across our inbox, trample the tameflower—
O, the well-behaved flowers of our youth.
What doesn’t haunt me puts its mouth on my mouth.
It’s okay for risk and plans to coexist just as we
understand second-person is just a way to hide
yourself in a poem. Language plants milkweed
for the monarchs. Even that early undreaded
robin is welcome in the garden. Let everything in.
