I hear crying again & my mama reminds me

it’s the wind  I am always leaving somewhere

I return & baby cousins are new people

with tree limbs & boyfriend mouths

the river fills with everything I miss –

gem-gem’s prom dress

aunti geline’s flooded living room

my chickens buried in salt

after the last typhoon      how dare I call

home what was never really mine? 

how dare I miss the sea & not sit

for my mama’s stories?

what has a poem ever done but take

me further away from my family?

what Waray will I remember

if not written into song? I silence

my WhatsApp while waiting at the terminal

I can’t hear under the next wave coming