Jason Bredle
To Our Once Dear Friends
The menace of a messenger
carrying news from the portrait
of our brilliant scars
is as childless
as the dying tanager
within our polestar,
a palliation we mask
to maintain a resemblance
to those poets whose thicket
of bodies & thought
echo with stories
broken by couplets & lines
that waltz through their towns
as if we forgot
the dismembered art
laid to rest in the pines—
the vines of our passion
through a wood of despair
remember a time we believed
our friends were there
reading our poems
& not tossing them aside
to drown themselves
in pesticide
or write the same letter
over & over
about part time work
& a busy Passover
indifferent that God’s house
was already in foreclosure—
how we thought they’d see
the burdens we carried
within the jasmine
in our satchels
tucked between our knees
or that our glass frames
had grown too fragile & wary
to hold ourselves together
for another journey
through the prairie—
to our once dear friends
for whom we’d have died,
witnesseth what has become
of our exquisite, sorry lives
